Fragments of the Divine

For as long as I can remember, I’ve wrestled with two voices inside me: one that urges me to trust in the unseen, to believe that the universe is conspiring for my good, and another that demands logic, proof, and rationality. It’s not a battle—it’s more like a dance. A modern dance, driving me crazy at times and throwing me around :))) Some days, faith leads. Other days, rationality takes over. But recently, I’ve realized this dance is the essence of my journey, and I’m inviting you to join me as I navigate this delicate balance.

I’ve always wondered: While we strive to manifest the life we desire, why do we so often hand over the power to unseen forces? Are we not the creators of our reality? If we truly carry divine sparkles within us, why do we doubt our own power? Are we, or are we not, in charge? Is it a voice within shouting muted, or is the ego standing in our way? These questions linger in my mind, shaping the way I approach manifestation, spirituality, and self-belief. They remind me of the paradox of wanting control while seeking guidance from the universe.

This space is my attempt to put words to what so many of us feel but rarely articulate. I felt the need to create this blog as I stumbled through my own messy journey of questions and doubts, when I realized how much comfort I found in writing down my thoughts and struggles. It became clear to me that sharing these reflections might help others feel less alone in their own journeys. It’s a place to explore the paradoxes of spirituality, to question traditional beliefs, and to share what I learn along the way. I don’t have all the answers—maybe I never will. But perhaps, together, we can find a few.

If you’ve ever felt torn between trusting the universe and wanting to control your destiny, you’re not alone. Honestly, I have no idea what I’m doing most of the time, but here I am—trying, questioning, and occasionally stumbling. This blog is my way of sharing the messy process of figuring things out, while hoping to connect with others who might feel the same way. Let’s embrace the uncertainty together and see where this journey takes us.

What questions or struggles are you navigating in your spiritual journey? Share them in the comments below—I’d love to hear from you.